Just finished dinner not long . & i ate 2 plates of rice (: & im feeling proud for this (: I kept eating meat & veggie in order to grow fat & stay healthy (: So that i wont fall sick easily . I cant afford to fall sick now . I`ve got my art olevel coursework to chiong & of cox others subjects too la , especially math ! I`d really work hard on it & build my foundation well . Passing my math is 1 of my wishes (: It may sounds funny cox ever since i failed my math when i was in pri4/5 (i tin) , i`ve not been passing ler =( How sad . Thats why i don give a damn abt it all along until my eoy . I really hope to pass math , so i decided to study more for it when sch reopens & do all the math homework which teacher assign us to do (: Im so glad that im making myself to do all these =D

Ok , im looking at my optical mouse now . It looks so cute whenever it start changing its color . Awww ~ & it makes me start to miss dear again =( Wonder what is dear doing now & how much did he suffer =(((((((( Please tkcrs my dear ~ I love u & i miss u real lots <3s

Im bored . Dear will be having a 5-day camp & must stay in forest = , so he cannot bring phone there . Meaning , he wont be able to call me for 5 days =( Im bored again cox theres bridging & of cox homework lo =( Im bored AGAIN cox i haven touch my art & math work =,= Thats really boring lei . & today we found out that theres ALOT work which need to be completed for eng . I cant imagine how much more work there is for other subjects =,= & thats holiday homework . Still got art sia =(((((( I really wonder if staying in express is a good choice for me ? Im afraid i might not cope with it . Cox i know im really those lazy kind & everyone say so too , even dear =,= Cox he says im sooooo lazy that whenever we quarrelled , im just being lazy to defend myself & he gets v irritated for that . Haha ~

Nvm . Anyway i`d be doing my math & art homework soon (: Perhaps only do math nia =p Cox when i thought of my art teacher , i don feel lyk doing anymore . Shes just so biased & i really don lyk that . Aaa forget it . She wont get to see this anyway so no need to blog much abt it . Aha .

I miss dearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ~

Laopo , im sorry . I forgot to post abt yesterday`s outing =x Alright , i shall talk abt yesterday`s outing with my dear laopo (: Went to heeren aft e 3Es party & headed to far east aft that to look for our necklace . I finally saw e long-sleeve shirt which i`ve been looking for v long (: Wanted to withdraw $ but aft e renovation , theres no POSB machine at far east anymore =,= What the . . In e end i nv buy =( Sadded . Instead , we both bought e same necklace (: A rose one . Quite nice la , cox thats e nicest we found in far east =,= We were really tired & went back to sch to get our report book . Was a wonderful outing (: Afterall i did enjoy & so did my dear laopo (: I love laopo ok ~! Shes e best cox shes always there for me (: Hugs .

And now i am waiting for my dear mousey la . So late ler still haven book out =( Im hungry . Perhaps later we`re going vivo/cine to catch a movie (:

Finally i got bac my results today & guess what ? I PASSED ! Yes , i promoted to sec4 express (: & dis is due to luck la . Haha teachers pulled me up de . Thanks chong chong (: U`re e best teacher eva (: I cried cox too happy ler =D & everyone was lyk WALAO EH U CRY FOR WHAT ?! Haha ~ Anyway , all e best to those who din make it & please tk v good care alrite ? Lets work hard tgt (: I love u guys (:

Ok , sao-mao (my bro) looks darn cute here please ~

Oh what a fucking irresponsible boss i have ! What a fucking job am i working right now ?! A fucking shop with a stupid fucking boss ~ Im darn pissed now please !$@%^&#* I wasted my fucking money on those fucking cabs today _l_ Really an unlucky day & a waste-money-day =,=

Aha . Im starting work tomorrow (: And hubby is booking out tomorrow night if there isnt any cock-up (: He called me jus now abt dis matter and he was darn happy =,= plus he happy until darn act cute please ~ Lyk little boy lidat =,= Anyway , im still not realy sure whos dropping to NA in my class . Of cox i hope im not one of them . Haha . Actually drop still not tat bad la , don retain can liao . Ar bo retain i realy dono how ler =( but compared to e others , i tin im much beta than them ? Haha (: Nvm , shall enjoy myself until next thurs (taking bac report book) . All e best to me (: and to u guys too (:

HAPPY 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO HUBBY AND ME ! ! !
I LOVE YOU TILL THE END OF TIME ~
A BIG HUG TO YOU !
MUACK v^o^ (`V`) ^o^v

Now , we shall wait patiently for our 1year anniversary =p

Im sick again =,= Dis time is due to haze la (: I hope dear`s fine lo cox he was complaning to me earlier on tat he wasnt feeling v well too . Haha . My flu is really bad dis time . I`ve used up abt 17 packets of tissue ler =,= And my throat is pain too la . I dono wher e hell did my uncle went to get my can of pepsi =,= I tin he went to Woodlands to get it =,= Im nw waiting for my pepsi to take my medicine (: And fuck those people who kept calling my house la _I_ Bth sia . Can u believe tat i`ve answered more than 10calls within an hour ? =,= Tats y my personal nick now says "ANOTHER PERSON WHO CALL MY HOUSE AGAIN WHOLE FAMILY DIE (: GOOD LUCK " ~ Haha ! This method really work i tell u . Noone called anymore (: Sorry if im being childish (: I jus feel lyk entertaing myself =D Alrite , off i go now to talk to my laopo (: Please take good care hubby (: I love u muack <3s

Awww ~!! Im so sad @@ My couple mouse cannot be use . Wats e darned prob now i also dono . Yesterday when i tried at hubby`s house its alrite ma , perfectly fine . Den now i plug into my com e cursor cannot move ! Wth . I miss hubby badly =( And my cramps` killing me please ~ Fuck everyone _I_

Yippy ! Im at hubby`s house now (: Jus now went gai gai hee . Went sim lim to get him our half yr anniversary gift (: A mouse HAHA ! Mm e optical mouse , can change light itself de . V cute can ~ And hubby bought me e same one la . Hee . Means we got a couple mouse ? HAHA ! Happy la . Ok , den went village walkwalk . See my handbag and skirt . Then went junction makan e fried rice ther . As i dono howto tear e chicken wings with fork&spoon , hubby teared them for me nicely . Hubby was so sweet and darn cute please ~ Simply love him la =D He`s e best boyfren ever (: (: Den went up saw his bro , they chatted and went smoke and den we went to buy our mickey cup (: Aft tat hubby and me went bac village to get my skirt & handbag (: Hubby bought both for me . So nice of him (: Den shun bian asked abt job lo . Managed to find a good one and im goin down for interview on tue (: Good . Really a tired day due to too much of walkin =,= Din take any pics with hubby . Im so sry my dear . Really thanks alot for today k . I love u sooooo much ~!!! MUACK ^o^v Im off to pei him nw =p Gdnite people (:

THURSDAY

Went sentosa with dao hui and jiun . After tat went vivo . Darn sian please ~ So many shops haven officially open yet =,= And we had a hard time searching for long johns . And when we finally found it , its closed _I_ Damned . Then went bac harbour front makan lo , mac la ~ Sian . Chatted alot at mac , den went home ler . Kana sunburn , face and bac pain sia . Haha but was fun afterall la (:


FRIDAY

Checked of papers today . Failed bio , math and history . Im not abt physic as Mr Chua didnt pass chong chong e papers . Anyway i failed my Eng paper2 . Hais sad =( I thought e paper was easy , in e end i failed it =,= Im so scare tat i`d be downstream . I realy don wan tat to happen . Now i can only hope tat e results shown in report book wil be at least a pass for eng and i`b be contented (: AND !!! I scored A1 for art =D Tats a darn good thing can ~ YAY ! Tomorrow seeing dear and we`re going gai gai (: Hee good things are happening now (: I love my life (: And most importantly , i love e people ard me (: Thanks dear for comforting me (: Thanks xiang , jess and dao hui and those whom i did not mention for comforting me too (: Love u guys tons <3s

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STUPID FUCKIN BITCH ! U NOE HOWTO SCOLD I DONO AH ?! CB ! NABEH ! KNN ! KNS ! CCB ! NNB ! WHATEVA LA ! CAN SCOLD U ITS ENOUGH ! NOT HAPPY AH ?! USE UR BRAIN AND THINK WAT UR MOM HAS DONE LA ~! EVERYTHING STARTED COX OF UR MOM , GET IT ?! UR MOM UR MOM UR MOM ! STOP THINKIN TAT MY MOM OR UNCLE TOLD HER ANYTHING COX THEY DIDNT ! U`RE ALR 15 , USE UR BRAIN PLEASE ~ IM NT PUSHING E FUCKIN FAULT ON U BUT TIN BAC WAT U`VE SAID TO UR MOM ! YES BLOGS ARE WORLD WIDE BUT GET DIS CLEAR , U DON HAVE TO SEE MINE ALRITE ?! IM NOT ASKIN U TO SEE MINE ANYWAY (: U MAY GET LOST FROM HERE NOW ~ SO LONG , BITCH (:

Jus woke up from my beautiful sleep ~ YAY ! Exams` finally over =D But today`s math paper 2 was freakin diff please ~ And e setter was my math teacher ! I bet either she wana make us fail or show off how great she is in math ? Haha i din finished it anyway . I was only at pg3 when 1hr passed . E paper was 21/2 hr . V long for me , tats y i put my head on table and write (: Then abt 30sec i started to feel sleepy . So i stopped and slept awhile (: Woke up again and continued . I really din noe howto do , den dis time i kept lookin ard . Aft i woke up , i saw jacob zzz =,= and shahrul zzz too =,= I bet e paper was realy diff for them too (: Den slack awhile continued . All anyhow bomb ans =p I left alot blank too (: When i came to e last ques , was kinda shocked la . Cox tats a give-away-marks ques . Then i gan chiong liao cox nt much time left so i chiong ~ Luckily i managed to finish it (:

Went to get guangguang`s present aft sch (: Bought him a shirt . Kinda childish de =( I felt cheated cox dao hui n jiun says mayb the shop got it free somewher n sell it in their shop =\ Hais waste my money sia . But tats for guangguang anyway , he don lyk oso nt my prob liao (:

Really lookin forward to dis comin sat cox goin out wif dear to celebrate our advanced anniversary =D YAY ! And i tin he`d bring me to somewher nice to makan ba (: beta than always eat fast food , darn sian one (: Faster saturdayyyyyyyy ~

Pictures taken at esplanade (: [ last fri ]







Though time was kinda short but we stil enjoyed (:

Im glad that everything`s fine now (: Though dear was disappointed in me yesterday , but we stil managed to sort out e probs peacefully ^o^v Its a darn good thing (: Thanks dear for tolerating my weird temper for e past 5mths++ I really appreciate it (: Im so sorry that i wasnt a real understanding girlfriend before . I only THOUGHT i was one =( I thought im e one giving in more but i very wrong for this . I swear i`d treat u beta than before (: And i`d love u even more from now on , dote u more , concern abt u more and understand u more (: Esp what has happened to u in camp . I seriously mean it . And i promise not to say those things which hurt u again . No more fights for us , no more tears for us . Lets wait happily for our coming 6th month anniversary (: Im really looking forward to it . And i alr planned what to buy for u liao (: And i tin u`d lyk it =p
MUACK MUACK MUACK <3s

Im feeling real bad now . Was at esplanade when he called and we quarrelled . When he shouted at me , i jus felt lyk jumping into e sea but i didnt have e courage to . Cox e feeling of drowning is really bad (i dono howto swim) . When my girls and me was walking to bus stop , i felt lyk sudden-pop-out in front of e cars and kana bang but again , i didnt have e courage to . I don wana die in an awful way . Anyway , i cried in public again today and its at esplanade . I think quite many people saw it cox we were actualy playing and laughing loudly at first and people noticed us , i think ? Then suddenly we were quiet cox i started e fight with him ler . Really sorry to make u girls waited for me for kinda long eh . Reached home , cried again ~ This time its really bad . I swear upon myself i will die if he asked me to . Im dead serious abt it . Don believe ? Try me (:

WEE ~ Finally art exam was over (: I felt much relieved . Special thanks to those who encouraged me to finish my prep work (: Esp jacob , thanks bud (: Although what i`ve drew wasnt nice at all , but at least i did my work . Its lyk for me is counted v good ler . And now , all i mus worry abt is my results ler . I`d flunk my EOYs i know . Cox i did not finished my ss & hist papers . And i did e wrong question for Bio . Thanks alot , Ms Evelyn Wu _I_ . Cox thers a typo . She says TO ANS ALL QUES IN SECTION C which was supposed to ans 2out of 3 =,= den i did Q1&2 first la of cox . Cox i tot mus do all ma . Im so scare . What if i fail my humanities ? If i fail my humanities , i cfm drop ler =( Hopefully if i pass my eng , i nit 3 more subs to help me promote to 4express , which was art , chi and humanities . So i cannot fail humanities sia . hais =(

Dear is bookin out on sat afternoon . Sian ~ Im goin over to his house to wait for him first (sat) . I got his housekeys (: He asked to buy marshmellow and wait for him at home =,= Haha !

Just finished talking to dear (: Had my chi papers today and guess what ? I forgot to bring my electronic dictionary =,= And i only found out when i stepped into my claz happily chatting wif my frens , unzipped my bag and searched for it =,= Cox i was on phone with dear dis morning den i actually left my electronic dictionary at my door ther without keeping it in my bag . Damn shag please . Im realy a kuku head =,= Don tin i`ve did well for my papers today =( Quite diff lo . But still , i hope i doesnt fail , though i din even study for it (: Dear was supposed to book out dis thurs but cox of some motha fucker smokin in e camp or wateva , causes everyone cnt book out _I_ s h it u la . I jus feel lyk slappin u la . Dear says maby they whackin him or wat when they book out ? Haha ! Nice one (: Im fuckin tired please . I`d study my ss lata ba . And do art tomorrow when i get home (: (i hope i wil) . And im gonna memorize e whole of merger&separaion (: I will do it de ! CHEERS *** (:

darren ; please stop waking me up wheneva im sleeping after i finish my papers u sucker (:

well i think it`d look beta if i smiled properly =,= and he looks lyk some ahbeng =,=

ok , this is due to lack of sleep =,=

I miss dear so much . I jus hope e next fri wil arrive soon =( I`d b havin my Chi papers tomorrow . Think can pass la hoh ? (: Im staying bac to do my art tomorrow too (: Hees . Hopefully if im hardworking enough , i might be able to complete my preparation work and start my art exams on thurs peacefully . Dear says he`d support me mentally and morally (: Haha !

I love my boyfriend <33333333333333