Went to the doctor again last night. She said new ulcers grew in my throat T_T She drew a picture showing me where are the ulcers - one on the left, one in the center and one on the right. Walao!!! This is hell! This is nightmare! It's hurting me, alot alot! I was so despo that I drank salt water. Yucks! Swallow saliva already very hurts, but can you imagine sneezing and yawning is even worse?!?? Omg. I had 2more days mc. Won't be working till next mon. I hope my co. don't sack me lol..

Precious coming home tomorrow, so I must recover by today!!!

God bless.

Infected with hfmd... Doctor gave 2 days mc. But I think it's not enough cos I cannot get to rest at home -,- bye.

Pictures from Jas' camera!


This picture yj looks nice leh! So young!!




My first time seeing Jennifer... Hello!

Group shot... (nightmare). lol

Sigh... Van told me last night her mom brought Mel to hospital due to high fever. Then my mom just called saying that Max woke up with alot ulcers in his mouth!! WHYWHYWHY?! I've ulcers since fri. Also in my throat!!! Fml!! I just hope the kids get well soon! It really break my heart seeing them getting ill. Whine... and everything. Shall buy some vitamins home for them! Any recommendation??

Love my babies!

Am I not good enough?

In life, we hope our loved ones accept who we are. Yes, we hoped but most of the time it won't happen in reality.

Honestly speaking, I do not know how do my inlaws think of me but I guess should be more to the negative side... It's not easy to get along well with inlaws, especially when you are living together.

Some people say, daughter-in-law should do their part when they are married into their husband side. eg would be: doing house chores, do the cooking blah blah. Ok, let's look at this in another angle. So before your son dates the girl, you mean you dont do house chores? So now you got a dil, she must do what you used to do? So in another word, can we put it in a way saying that your son did married a woman- a maid. IF she's not a working mom, I agree that it's her job to look after the kids, maintain the family well. But what if she's working? Wa.. work so hard earn money, part of her salary take out for household expenses, go home still need do this and that. I think it's worse than a maid. What do you expect? There is no best of both worlds.

I'm not saying this is what happened to me. But I just feel like blogging about it.

I used to work hard to let my inlaws 'accept' me so that we could live in harmony but seems like it doesn't work. It doesn't pay off to be nice.

But still, I think I need to change to a better person. A 101% good wife and mom. As for dil & sil, perhaps 60% is good enough..? Lol

It is 19June and it's also... Melanie's first birthday!!! Happy birthday my dear baby!


OKOK I know her beanie looks like the wrap apple net right -_- Mil bought it for her. She came home telling me "mei hor? this one NOT made from china one hor. From Korea one". -_-"


But her dress I was the one who bought it! Nice hor? Haha!

*cough cough

Take 1- "Malcolm go kiss meimei"

See Mel's face... she like sian-diao lor. Haha!! "Go away kor kor! "

"don't go away?! then i turn~"

I luv MnM ^^

Muscular sia...!

Awww she's smiling! But didn't manage to catch that..

Yea.. that's my FAVOURITE person. lol....

Tiramisu cake! Nice leh. Not as creamy as those normal birthday cakes u ate outside

At this moment, normally the happiest person would be...

Malcolm -_-

Can see both of them can't wait to eat the cake. Superb tam jiak! Meimei is more tam jiak than Kor kor. lol...

Now Malcolm is sick. He is infected by one of the kids at cc who contracted HFMD. Very unlucky one lor -,- Poor boy, now having ulcers in his mouth. He can't eat or drink at all. So ke lian! Hope u get well soon!

It was a Friday and we've planned to go to PH! Woohoo! After work went out awhile before fetching Melanie. Reached home at 9+ and I hurried to prepare. Fav mommy came to pick me up! Hehe and off we go! ~


I look so chao lao!! =(

(I was laughing at the pics while I resize them. I don't know why but I know later confirm both of them going kpkb me for uploading SOME pics... kekeke! )


I think hor, my fringe put like this nicer right?! Hahaha!

F u yj! Don't always show ur 'long-gao' can anot?! Grrr

Fmf (fuck-my-fringe) and fmh (fuck-my-hair) and fmf (fuck-my-face)!!! But I still luv this pic nar... got limlim ma hee =P

Jrr, I think u sot one... Go until where also take the hp out. Even on dancefloor she can whatsapp. lol!

Too bad la, yj don't want take pic with him... LOL =x

SEE, yj show her bra out this time... -,-

"wheee.. finally she willing take pic with me!"

Ooops sorry, wrong person

I need a new camera....!!

Wee u wee! The guy's face like steam. LOL!!!

Seriously.... why I look so chao lao?!!!?

Aiyer.. someone ps us and went off with her frens... We stayed till lights on and I left. My first time meeting Jas' friend, Jennifer. I very scare of her cos she play game v hardcore one. Hope we can have more meetup in future k fav mommy! Love!

Next post will be Mel's bday... ;)

2 more days to Melanie's first birthday! Tomorrow bringing her for big meal! With kor kor as well ;) Mil wanted to 'do' meimei's 1st bday but I said no. Malcolm's full month, 1st bday and meimei's full month all got do cos she wanted to. I don't like cos I don't want to entertain people. I think a meal with family and close friends is enough.

Sometimes I feel quite sian. Cos I cant blog about everything in my blog. Scare some people will know. So you know you know...? Haha.

No pictures to post at the moment. Will do so after tonight's outing!!! Omg I can't wait!

Hello friends! Yes I've removed the tagboard already but IF you have anything to ask me, you can still 'comment' at the end of each post ;)

I'm finally meeting jrrlim tomorrow after 1234567 years! So egggggcited! According to the plan, we will be heading to ph. And its also my first time there! (I don't club). Hope we'd have fun! ;)

These 2 weeks better enjoy myself cos July I'm not allowed to go out. Mil having her eye op and needs 3weeks rest and after that she's going to Msia for 4days. SO I guess thats my July lor - WORK, KIDS, SLEEP, BATHE N EAT zzzzz I really dont look forward to it lorrrrrr. She said she cannot go near the kids. If she bend down to take things, squart or blah blah her blood vessels will BURST! Good hor? When I having my confinement also not so good leh, still need tc baby. Cannot say things to stop the kids from getting near me lol.. OK I dont mean or hint anything =P

Last night Malcolm fell from bed and his forehead hit against the cupboard! Luckily there isn't any concussion lol - thanks to MOTHER lor (not mom).

I'm going for interview tomorrow! Finally~ After months of waiting, finally can go to one ideal company for interview le!! But the position is not what I wanted. Oh well... But wish me luck k! I hope everything goes well for me! ;)

So happy that meimei's hair can be clipped up now!! Waiting for this day very long le. She looks cute!! Love!

My sunshine!

"come, look at mommy..." - malcolm looking at the moon (...)

"OKOK come, look at mommy..." - meimei looking away (zzz)

"OK POSE FOR ME!" -both bo chup me (!!!)

"OK I DONT WANTO TAKE ALREADY!!!" -mommy

Pasar malam beside NEX...

I bought a casing that comes with a screen protector and it cost me $14. At first I was kind of happy cos thought cheap ma. Ended up An qi told me gmarket selling screen protector at $1 each. wtf! Kena scam -,- ok... maybe I am the stupid one. lol

NTUC after that. Who's the happiest one? Malcolm lor. Anyhow zhao... then kena scold scold scold and beat beat beat. Damn pai si!