My family is sucha nuisance . They sucks (: And i din know tat my boyfriend was so attractive tat some bitches lyk to flirt wif him =,= Weird isnt it ?. And again , i've no more interest in my art . I don feel lyk drawing anymore . Fail me please (:

It was the NASI LEMAK DAY today . Simple , cox i had NASI LEMAK during recess , NASI LEMAK at dear`s house in e afternoon , then NASI LEMAK AGAIN for dinner =,=
Dear is at my house now . We`d be going out tomorrow . YAY ! Its been sucha long time since i went out with dear =p HAPPY~
Exams` starting tomorrow as well . I`d study hard i promised . Im gonna stay in express . Er , i haven been doing my art for e past 2 days =x Wish me luck people =D

Time to settle down . I'd be very busy with my art from now on =( teacher supposed to give us e question paper lyk 3wks before e art paper lo . And guess what ? She just passed it to us TODAY , 25th SEPTEMBER 2006 ! Our actual art exam is on NEXT THURSDAY . Oh my s h i t ! What are we supposed to do sia . She listed so many tasks for us to do for preparation lo . Im really worried . I don tin i'd have enough time to study for my math . Argh . We've to draw THREE pieces and select e best 1 and re-draw it during exam . Then stil need do research all tat , enough time meh ? Sian lo . Hais art is drving me mad @@ save me god =(

Yippy ! Went to meet him yesterday . I skipped sch la . As in , i reported sick during recess time and i actually called kangyong and asked him to be my PAPA ? Aha ! He was lyk HUH ?! Lols funny sia . I haven say finish ma . I said FOR REPORT SICK DE PAPA LA . Hahahaha ~ He agreed . Then i called him again , ask him HEH GIF WHAT NAME AH ? Then he replied ANYTHING LA , MR ONG LA . Then i OKOK . Wahaha . And i went into general office act sick la . Duh =.= and i saw Mrs Chan , then i forgot abt acting sick sia . I was talking to her happily abt art . Then e office de malay auntie looked at me . Then i was lyk CHAM LIAO . Then i talked to MrsChan from happily to sickly . LOL ! Damn funny . I succeeded leh . Lalas ` And off i go . Reach home bathed and cabbed to his house gan chiong-ing . Haha ! Cant realy recognize him at first . Was kinda mo sheng eh . Then awhile late ok liao . I love playing with dear's head (botak) =x Had a wonderful time taking care of him =D So happy lo .

DEAR I LOVE U !
and a little surprise for u tomorrow =p

Fang ;
Song bo ? How was ur anniversary ? Hees . Hope u enjoyed =p

IM SO HAPPY !!!!!!
Dear is booking out now =p ( due to fever ) im going over to his house tomorrow to tk gd care of him =D darn happy la . LALAS `
To fangfan ; Happy 1 year anniversary to u and pax (:

HAPPY 5TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY !
no matter what , i will love u till the end of time ~

My hart really bleed this time . The words u said hurt me far too much . I did try to stand in ur shoes , but i jus cant believe u said those things to me . Its bit far too much this time . I cried in public , in front of my frens . I jus dono what im actually thinkin right now . I need to think , think hard , not thinkin of breakin up but to think of what else can i do to prove to u tat how much i love u , how much i treasure u , how much i need u with me by my side to continue the rest of my life . I believed everything will b fine tomorrow . I jus wana be alone now . I'd start thinkin right now , every moment , every minute , every second .
Most importantly , thanks to my dear laopo for being ther for me <333

WEE ~
Im sooo happy . Dear jus sent me a damn sweet message ~ Here it reads ; " Yup... Good nite laopo... Passionate muacks and hugs to keep u warm good nite i go sleep le sweet dreams... Muacks ai ni dao yong yuan... " So sweet isnt it =p And he asked me if we'd get married soon . LOL . And i replied ' OF COX LA ! ' haaaa . I jus miss him sooo much . Im gonna have a sweet dream tonite . Lalas ` Off i go . To bed soon . Gdnite people =D

Aaa im so bored . Muahahs . Din went to school today . Was sick. Actually today morning was quite alrite ler la . But tot mom wants me to sch so waited for her to wake me up . Who knows , she didnt . Den i continued sleeping until dao hui called . I was lyk omg liaos . Sure kana from her de . Haaa she was waiting for me at interchange . Im so sorry . Anways , im actually quite used to dear nt with me lers . At least nt so bad la , cox he can call me during his freetime . Lalas ` He sound tired but bit man liaos . LOL ! I MISS HIM SO MUCH ! Hope can faster see him and give him a BIG HUG . Hees . Anyways , im studying with dao hui this sat . Mm cox exams coming in 3 wks time ?. Haa . I can do it de la . I mean i can pass at least 2subs la . Lols . Gdnite people <3

Sigh . Im sick again , again and again . Im so sick and tired of all this lame shit lers . Life doesnt seem smooth for me . I don mean its smooth-sailing for everyone la , but im jus e one whos sick all tat lo . Although todays illness wasnt really tat bad , but i can say its s first time im feeling so fragile inside . Really . I really dono wats so wrong abt me nowadays . Im lyk so emotional lo . Its not tat im not since last time , but dis time round i can say its getting worse . Awww ~ I don wan lidat la . I wan no more tears ``` I don wana be a crybaby also la . Always cry as if my tears free de lidat . But it feels really bad when my boyfren is nt here to tk crs of me when im sick . Actually a call from him is already enough but how i wish i could hug him so tight tat i'd nv let go again . Hais . People , u all see la . My entries lyk almost all so sadding de lo =( I DON WAN DIS KINDA LIFE ANYMORE ! Sick all day , cried all night . Wonder how would i survive for e rest of my days . S H I T ! Someone please save me out from all dis s h i t ASAP alrite ?. Aaaa i might get mad someday =.=

Oh well , as usual i went out yesterday . Supposed to meet them at amk at 3 but i was late . So they say meet at cine . And i waited for them for a VERY LONG time . Hais . And the most sadding thing was , they brought other people along whom i dono la . Got 2 i heard before , e other guy i dono him la . Who cares anyway . Mm den slack at cine lo . Damn sian la . THEN went taka . Jeremy wanted to see xueling's cousin =.= And we was like waited there for quite long lo . Luckily min came ah . Ar bo i'd really die of sian-ness . After that , went bac to cine again . BORING LIFE ISNT IT ?. Haa . Alrite , went to k pool . Waited for xiang , at the same time chatted with them lo (gossipped) lols . Wanted to watch movie , but the rest didnt want to . So went ps with xiang to meet the other group . Makan lo den went to e new cathay watched movie . We watched 'Little Man' , NC16 lehs . Muhahahahahahas ~ Song sia . The show was really nice , damn funny . Then after e show , went toilet den headed home . Talked alot with xiang and understand more things (: thanks my fren . U're really nice . Reached home ard 12+ . Damn tired . Legs ached as well . Haa . Din manage to see kuek also . SAD !

Im now waiting for time to reach 10 . Its e time when mousey call me la , DUH ~ Happy happy . Countdown to 12 days if im nt wrong . He's booking out next fri . Lalas ` =D

Aaa ! Im v pissed nw . Wtf is happening to me ?! Not only me , and my frens too . Hais . What a stupid world we are living in right nw . Gosh . Kill me please .
Anyways , today was a sadding yet happy day =.= Hees . Obviously sad is cox mousey went ns nors . Den abt happy , it was cox i finally met my dad after so long . We chatted happily =D which is a v gd thing (: After that , met jiunjiun and dao hui at bugis . Shopped la . It was a VERY tiring day . But quite enjoyed la . Cox i bought pair of heels . Lalas `

AND AND , WHILE I WAS ON MY WAY HM JUS NW , DEAR CALLED . YAY ! WE CHATTED FOR ABT 10MINS LO . COX HE NIT TO DO HIS THINGS TOO . HE TOLD ME HE'D B OUT AFT 2WKS . HEES ! GD GD >,< nite ="D
imissdear

This entry is post ONLY for my dear MOUSEY
Laogong oh . Going ns tomorrow liaos . Hais im so sad . But its alrite k ?. Cox you and me knows , i'd DEFINITELY wait for you de , definitely . Trust me kks . Cox i just love you that much . Er , no one could describe how much it is (: Aiya , no matter what , just have 100% de faith in me la . Dont cr what the others say . Though some of my frens say i wont be able to wait for you , but i can guarantee they're just bullshit-ing la . Cox only true frens will support me and pei me walk thru this hard journey de . Ok , bac to ya . Please take VERY VERY gd cr of urself k ?. I'd miss u VERYVERY much de . No matter its 2weeks or 3months , i'd still wait . I might cry at times but i just want u to know , my tears are only meant for you . Serious .
Most importantly , jus wana let you know .
I LOVE YOU ALOT ALOT <3

p.s ; to those who're reading this entry . sorry ar , bit mushy =p

dear
thanks for all the things u've done
2 more days to 8th sep
i'd really miss u
hais
please tk gd crs of yourself k ?.
iloveu
cross my hart and tell no lies <3

i love dar
hees
MUACKSS !

nobody understand how sad i am now
(excluding dar ,cox he saw how sad i was today)
yeapp , its because of some fucker u see
know what ?.
im backstabbed
yes , i really was
and know who that backstabber was ?.
its HIM
someone whom i used to trust quite alot
i thought he was really a nice fren
bt i was v wrong . VERY
thats y i say
being mr. nice guy is NOT EAST AT ALL
i was that mr. nice guy (mdm. nice mitchie)
anyways , he roti prata la
say until macam like im a loser lidat
wtf can ?!
i cried
nt because im a loser , bt because i was betrayed by my so call good fren u see
its so unacceptable
i must really admit that im naive
so hurtful
nvm la
i oso cheng xim liaos
cox bad things happen to me all e time
hais saded

Mm went town yesterday
first , went dar's house
den around 3+ headed to amk
makan first den went to fetch min together with e rest
den went town lo
by then it was already quite late lers
den went heeren nors
they makan ma
den as usual , cine lo
slack ther awhile
den to far east =.=
mm ah seng meet us ther
damn funny sia he
act cool squat down ther waiting for us to c him =.=
den slack outside awhile den bac to cine
we went to buy tickets for Love Wrecked
guess wat ?.
I SAW KUEK AGAIN
wee ~ (sorry dar)
and , nt for once nia bt twice
cox when we went outside cine
den saw him again
gees =D
and im glad that dar wasnt jealous =x
thanks dar , for the tolerance =)
i realy appreciate de hohs
i only c kuek nia , nt other boys k ?.
lols
bt i din realy enjoy yesterday
cox nt fun at all =(
afterall , dar and me still quite touched lehs
cox of e msg ah xiang sent
thanks lehs xiang =)
ilovedar