Hey girls, i'd be moving to my mom's place today. Do ring me up if you wana see malcolm ;)

I was browsing through the pictures in my lappy.
i suddenly miss my life back then a lot eh..
was enjoying most of the time
now where got time to enjoy
have to wait till malcolm gets older already

Ahh. i need cash badly. Anyone has any job to intro?

Happy full month to lil mal mal =D

celebrated his full month on sunday
i forgot to take picture of him with my phone zzz
i hope his 1 year old birthday faster arrive.hehe
ok la, dont greedy
hope he can be 6 months old faster first
by that time he can see things clearly already right?
so me and js can bring him to the zoo and feed mosquito
waaa so excited..


Js and i reached home this morning at 9am
when we reached home, malcolm woke up
so i takecare of him till 12pm and then finally went to bed
then js woke me up at 3pm
cos he ironed his shirt on the floor and whole shirt became wet
so clever
he woke me up to ask me why like that
nb so clever again
then ask me help him iron =,=
aiya anyway, i am going back to sleep now
buh-byeeeeeeeeeee







he looks like hamburger.hahaha



Love you, son

You know, i dont like those people who lent others money willingly but then after that going around telling the whole world who and who owed them money.
but but but, today im gonna mention about a "friend" who owes me money cos he is so worthed to be mention here

LAST YEAR, while i was working he suddenly called me up saying his wallet was stolen at geylang and he had no money with him at all and asked me to help him by transferring $50 to him and he will return something like 2 days later. So i agreed.

If im not wrong i think he phoned up few days later and say he has to owe me first cos of whateva-reason he has and will pay me back the next week.

Then, no news at all.

One day, i saw him online so i asked him about it. That was around end of year already. He told me sorry he forgotten about it and will return me as soon as he find a job after his O.

Then again, no news at all.

Recently, i decided to ask him for the money again. cos since he can have new tattoos, why no money to return me. Moreover, just fifty bucks. I dont have his number, so i sent him a comment at friendster.

This was what he replied...
" Sorry to trouble you.
But I've already sent you a message regarding the issue.
You did not take any initiative to reply me so I do not have any details of your account number at all.
And, just so you know, transaction is deemed almost impossible without the presence of your account number, thus it's delayed.
So please, send me your account number or at least reply the message I've sent before pin pointing and accusing others of failure to abide by their promise.
I defninitely will honour my words and it's mere fifty. So, in other words, account number please? "

And this was the message...
" pm me your posb account number! fucking sorry i clean forgotten about it!sorry. "


Wow. Please look at the words in red, he says im accusing him of breaking his promise. Then look at the words in purple, he says he will definitely keep his promise and its just fifty lei ! Did you see that?? Now please read the words in blue, he says he clean forgotten about it.


First, he told me he will return after 2 days. Then, he said sorry next week. Lastly, he said after his Os. And now, he is saying i am accusing him of breaking his promise, he will definitely honour his words and its only fifty. Then in the friendster message he said he totally forgotten about it.

How irony, guo yang.

Tomorrow will be celebrating malcolm's full month
brought forward 2 days earlier
after confinement, i will start to look for job
do intro me if you have any. part / full time also can ;)
ok, so i am sick again
having serious sore throat
i think that will be all.
nothing much to update
just that few days ago had a big fight with js
so big until...

Heh im sososo not happy
but how am i gonna frustrate out?
cry lor
then cry already, people say me
cry also got wrong meh?

I think im starting to be scare already..
cos i keep sneaking out of the house during confinement
worst still, i did something which confinement cannot do!
cannot mention here cos later sure got some kpo go tell my mom
i think i will die very soon already T,T
i will regret for not taking good care of myself
ok, i am regretting now
shit









anyway, js just told me today is friday the 13th
i hope no bad things will happen lei
he say until like so scary
zzzzz

I am sososo tired everyday
i hope malcolm can grow up soon
i hope he can talk now
i hope he can hold the milk bottle himself
i hope he can clean himself up after shitting
i hope i can bring him out to shop
i hope i can bring him out to eat mac breakfast

most importantly.. i hope he can stop bullying me =(





huahua!





luv and i =D


chilli, faster send me our picsssss...

Happy Birthday to me!

Im officially eighteen already, like finally lor.
js brought me out last night. not bad la, at least never spend this special eighteen at home
so tomorrow i will go and buy 4D myself. hehe.

Well here is malcolm's birth story. haha.

The night before he was born, i was at boatquay with js. we went to bardot to drink. cos they say when baby is going to be born have to drink 'liang' things ma. So i drank beer there. but 2 cups only of course. after that we had mac and went home.

Middle of the night, i felt something was leaking out. but i didnt really care cos i thought its just the woman's white discharge then i continued to sleep. When it was morning, again i felt the same thing so i went to toilet for few times. After that i was wondering if my water bag has burst so i phoned mom and she asked me to bath and go to kk. So i prepared and went to hospital with my mil.

Reached kk, went to the delivery suite. Doctor came and checked. She said my waterbag has burst and dilation is 2cm already. But i wasnt feeling any contraction at that time. Was admitted to hospital immediately.

The pain started at around 1pm but it was still alright for me. Still can chat with the nurses and sms while waiting for js. Cos he has to settle all his jobs on hand first before he can come and sway sway his bike was clamped by the security during work =,=

Then i was feeling very pain around 3plus. Phoned js and started to cry. lol. The nurse set up the gas tube for me to ease my pain. At first still got use, but at the later part of the day no help lor.

I started to push at 5cm and the nurses were scolding me. haha. Well cos we can only start to push at only 10cm. In the end i hurt my cervix =,=

PAIN pain pain! I had a hard time in there. Finally it was 9.5cm. but i was shouting for epidural.lol. Js phoned mom because under 18 needs parents consent. I scolded mom over the phone cos she doesnt want me to inject epidural. In fact, noone in my family wants me to inject that. In the end she came down but purposely taking her own sweet time =,=

I was struggling. So i took hours to push the baby out. From 3 midwives to many midwives in the delivery room. Lol. Cos i was too tired to push already.

When mom reached, malcolm was out already...

Theres this trainee midwife who was really nice. She was there taking care of me for almost the whole process. When i was in great pain, she massaged my back for me and she did that for hours lei. so touched. She even skipped her dinner and said she will only go home after seeing I give birth. A big thank you to you!

And thanks to js la. He was saying encouraging things to me when i was in great pain but i asked him if he can shut up. lol. I think this is funny.

So when i saw malcolm, 2 tears rolled down my cheek =) i love you son.

Tomorrow will be my birthday! wondering will there be any pressie from js.......... hee




this was taken the night before mal mal was born



this is cute malcolm





and this is cute malcolm with his cute mommy =p

Im finally back. and and... Malcolm is finally borned =D
He was borned on 24th, which was last tuesday.
im proud to say i did not inject epidural. lol. cos i need parents' consent before they can inject for me.
the whole process lasted for nearly 10hours.
i must really thank one of the trainee midwife there cos she really take care of me and even keep massaging my back. so nice lor!
and im glad js was there to accompany me la.though thats what he's supposed to do.


Baby malcolm and i was discharged on thursday but he was admitted to hospital again on sunday night cos of bacteria infection in his intestines. Kept crying and having diarrhoea. Poor boy =( he's back home yesterday.

anyway im quite looking forward to this friday cos it will be my first birthday spent with malcolm =D





they gave the wrong color of cloth to my SON =,=!!




i dont know why he just like to frown... zz