I've screwed up my english oral =( I talked crap to the invigilator. Worse of all, she's my english teacher. She said i've not improved. Thats so discouraging =( SIGH! And i must say im the unluckiest bitch today cos when my chinese paper was about to begin, i then realized that i DID NOT PUT BATTERIES IN IT!!! What the fuck! Last year, i forgot to bring it and this year i did not put batteries in it. Sibei dulan =(

Sobs T,T I think i better shower now before im late. Gonna play pool with daohui, jiun and pirs later. Byeeeee

English paper today. Paper 1 part 1 was difficult. I've screwed up my compo. Part 2 was alright. Paper 2 was alright too, but not summary. Headed home after that. Bathed and went town to meet jiun. After town, went to bugis and waited for dao hui. Im happy cos i bought a bag today, hehe ^^ I think its nice cos its red. Woohoo, cool~ Took neoprint again =,=


Swee right! Its not really that bright la. Cos i took this picture under light, so it'd look brighter. Nice nice =D

First paper tomorrow, english. Good luck everyone!

Didnt attend school today. Too tired. But its a good thing cos i've saved my money on cab fare =) Wahaha. Exams will start in 2 days time T,T Im scareeeeee! But i'd be moving back within this week i supossed. So that i can have more time for sleep, like finally~ And i wont take 131 to dear's house again. So freaking long man. The journey took 1 hour! God. When i stood up, wanting to alight, i almost fell cos my legs were wobby =,= I wont gei kiang again, haha.

I spent $9 cabbing to school this morning =( Ive to depend on myself from now on. Washing clothes myself. Buy meals myself. Taking care of myself. Sigh. Wonder how long will these last. I must sleep early every night now in order to wake up on time for school the next day. And most importantly, i must save money for myself! No more cabbbbb =,= I must must must control myself. Money is more important, haha =) Off to study now ( i hope i will ), byeeee~

Im sad. Im scare. Cos from tomorrow onwards, i'd have to travel some distance from my current staying place to school =( I'd be real tired i know. But what can i do? Sigh. And my english paper will start on friday. Im so scare! I really wana do well. And i wana get D7 for math! I know i sound stupid for targeting a D7 but my math really sucks too much. Getting a D7 will be a great encouragement to me i swear! Sigh, im still scareeeeee =( I hope i wont tire myself out the next few weeks. SIGH ~,~

I've got nothing to blog but i just feel like blogging. So yea, i've blogged one sentence already. Byebye

During our 1 year anniversary, dear and me went to cine took neoprints =) As i got school and dear got work the next day, we decided not to watch movie or go anywhere far. Just walked around, and so we ended up having foot massage. Haha! Cool right =p Though it was just a simple celebration, it still mean alot to me. And the jigsaw puzzle i bought for dear was finally fixed =D Took only a day to complete it. I did help a little but credits to mom and him la, cos they did moreeeeee. It looks so nice! And can glow in the dark one lei! Hehe, but only for a short while. I love it! But most of all, i love mousey!

And i proudly presents...

Im proud of myself cos i ate laksa outside just now, hehe! I can take spicy food one ok! Mai siao siao =p And finally, tomorrow will be our 1 year anniversay =D Weets `


WHEN DARKNESS TURNS TO LIGHT, IT ENDS TONIGHT.
This means after all the fights and arguments we had, they will turn for the better after tonight. Cos after tonight, we'd have to start everything afresh once we open our eyes the next morning =)

Dear laopo, please cheer up. No matter what, it's already a fact you'd have to face. I love ya <333s

Does anyone know if imeem songs can put to repeat mode? If yes, please send me a message in friendster and tell me howto change to it. My nick is ; M it ch i E. Thanks =)

Aww~ There will be a talk in school in 8 hours time. Compulsory for all chinese students. So i think i better get to bed now. But before i do so, just wana say, 3 more days to our 1 year anniversaryyyyyyyy! I love you, dick =D

Nothing much to blog about. Just that i miss my grandmother alot =( The fact that she's still living in my hart will never change, and i mean it. Somehow, i wish she could stand right in front of me so that i can shout AH MA, ILOVEYOU out loud. Sigh =;(


And what happened tonight made me hate this family and my family even more. Except for ah max laaa. Cos he was a good boy just now, wakaka. He was afraid of me lei! Rare case huh, hehe! He was sucha obedient boy cos he listened to me and took his medicine when mom was not around. Know why? Cos i've got a cane beside me =D But i didnt threaten him with the cane ah! Lolol~


Dear and glen, please cheer up yea. The people around us will leave us anytime. We cant predict what will happen tomorrow too right? Take care of yourself ok, loves.

Im beginning not to understand myself anymore. All i yearned for was a true and pure friendship. I've always wanted a friendship with no conflicts but i guess this will never happen. I knew totally that she was up to no good but why am i still being nice to her? Cos imma hypocrite myself too? What i've done were just trying to prove to her that theres actually a true friendship in this freaking world but i dont think she get it huh? From what i've seen is that she still think all the fuck i've done were just trying to make her think that im a nice peron, but the fact is IM NOT! And i fucking dont understand why she hated me so much and yet she still took the initiative to contact me. Was she trying to be nice or what? I really dont understand. I really dont. Sigh. I hate all these.

I was out with sisi, nessa and opy just now at bugis. Bought myself a pair of black jeans and a tee. Shall be back to bugis tomorrow again to collect my jeans. Saw Cai qin you at junction. There were lotsa people Q-ing up to get his autograph. Thats why we only managed to take a glance at him. He's cute! Anyway, had pastamania for dinner. After that when we're on our way to the neoprint shop, something happened so opy left first. So the 3 of us took neoprint without her. Headed home after that. Very tired~

Days passed. People changed.