Something is wrong with my com again zz I cant send my pictures in =(
Recently started to feel really tired, couldn't sleep well every night. Having backache and all.. Worse of all is that I'm starting to feel giddy again! Really afraid that I might faint when I'm alone with malcolm. Sometimes I feel breatheless too.. sigh. This 2nd pregnancy is indeed tough ='(
Just came back from mom's place. Always so happening at her house, lol. I think my mom is a great woman lor. All the things she has done for this family, I can only say she did her best already. But her efforts were not appreciated by anyone. Be it her own brothers or even her own husband. WHat she got from them is always shit in the end. It really hurts when I see how her husband treats her. But what can I do except keeping quiet? She chose this man, this path herself. Sometimes I speak up, but I really cannot interfere much. Even my cousin (uncle's son) is bullying her despite all the things she has done for him. WHY?! Why must she sacrifice so much for this fucking family but no one appreciate her?!
Why women are the ones who's sacrificing yet getting hurt all the time? Yes, we chose the path in life ourselves. Sometimes when we realized that we're starting to regret the decision made, we did not give up. Instead, we tried working even harder, giving in and doing the best that we could to tell ourselves that the choice we made is right. But its the other party who is taking things for granted. And what we've done is not being appreciated at all.
We live for ourselves. So girls, pls do what you like and pursue your dream. Think twice before making any decision and leave no regrets in life. God bless <3
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