Brought Malcolm for haircut yesterday. Now he looks so gong zzz He has diarrhoea for the past 1 week le. Why ah? He didn't eat much the day before his diarrhoea started. Just had alot of milk. I've already changed the milk to soy milk instead but the diarrhoea still goes on. He passed it to meimei as well =( Both their backside SO RED. Going to rot anytime. Poorthing!! Now let them drink Milo also same leh... WHAT SHOULD I DO??


So handsome.! *Drool


Otw to ChiaHao's bday at some ulu pasir panjang. Cab fare $18 there and $11 back. Sob! Bring kid out take public transport is troublesome de lor. Sometimes can't even go in to the train cos inconsiderate people don't wanna move in.


Becca, strawberry flavour is not so heaty ma...

He is not cooperative de la. Zzz

Hello AUNTY, how old already still act cute. Pattern 10yrs no change -_-"

Happy kh...

Birthday boy is 18th le...

SHO SWEET WOR

Though party was boring, but I'm still happy that I saw my friends ;) When I got home in the night, I had headache due to 2can of carlsberg and one glass of vodka. Shiok leh, brought Malcolm there and got people help me tc of him. Hehe.

This coming sunday going to trev's bday. I hope Malcolm no cranky cranky =)

As usual, Malcolm spread the virus to meimei... Now both got diarrhoea -_-" Meimei is still as cranky every morning. Can cry until the whole house is shaking. This morning she cried until she looked pitiful haha. Gave her pacifier, she stopped. The moment I move, she cried. Lol.. Cry and cry... Heard people talking, she stopped. Why like that ah? Wants attention? I google and read that it is very normal for babies to cry alot. Called colic or something.


Once she saw nanny, she smiled! Wow.. Never see she smile to my mom one leh. hahaha. Only cry immediately when she saw her. My mom covered her face w hanky and walk pass only she also cry! Lol..










Malcolm doesnt need pacifier one lor! Before he reach cc, he will take it out automatically and pass to mil. Cos it's not allowed in cc. But once he left the place, he also go to his bag and take the pacifier out automatically. Haha! He cannot quit this thing leh! What should I do?? Put chilli sauce on it ah? Does it work? If yes, I'd give it a try later! Whahaha

I miss my friends... Do you miss me? =) Been long since I met them!

Like 2 brothers... -_-"

I am looking for a new job now. Any good offer?

I just read @jrrlim 's blog. She really made the effort planning for the bday surprises for her hb. So yong xin! I guess trev's bday she would make it a grand one. Haha. I'm looking forward to it lei!


I've started looking for new job now. Hope I can get one that has good prospect and slightly higher pay ba. It's not that I don't have working experience, its that I always like to jump here and there looking for the right one. Have to find one that has good location, good working environment and most importantly is having good colleagues. But I guess there is no such company that has got no office politics.. Like my current one, I thought there's not much politics at first cos there are not many local here, most of them are angmo. Recently just heard from a colleague about the stories here...









Glad that Malcolm is back to normal now. Not that cranky anymore and is willing to eat le and he's eating quite alot =D As for meimei, she is still sick. Very jialat de.. Later this sick, later that one sick, if not is both sick together. Then when they recover already will become my turn to be sick -_-"

Hello hello? Is anyone still coming to my blog?? Seems like I am the only one who is coming here. Lol. Sometimes I really want to blog interesting things but my life is just so boring lei! Work, eat, sleep and kids it's like my everyday routine. Nothing much le..


People always ask me if I regret giving birth to them. Ya sometimes I did. Maybe because the burden and responsibilities are too much for me. But we should be responsible for what we did right? =) When I saw them doing things which make me smile, I knew that my decisions were right. Maybe starting few years would be tough but it's actually a must in life to start a family isn't it? Just that I started mine earlier..


I am always telling my friends if they wanna get married they should find a guy who has understanding family members. I used to think that marriage is just between 2 person but I am so wrong. I tried my best to accommodate with his family but what do I get in return? They like to add oil to this and that and create problems for me, even the slightest thing like telling mil why I got no manners see them (SIL) also never greet. Please! I stepped into the house, they saw me, gave me a black face and then look away and you expect me to greet you?? Basic courtesy you also dont have and you expect me to do the same to you? I think I am stupid to be angry about it but they can bring this thing out and say for many times!! They knew I was working 2 jobs at that time but when I was not around, they can ask mil "where is michelle? why is she always not at home?" and then in front of me can say "it's dangerous to work at night, you should quit". WA best lei! So fake!! There's still alot more but I think it is useless to type all out here anyway they wont get to see also... Sigh. Why do such people exist? They should just mind their own business seriously.

Happy belated Birthday to ME!!


Now, I am no longer a teenage girl.
Now, everyone is calling me aunty. KNN lol!!

Anyway, thanks to people who wished me! =)




No make up, no lens. Big nose!!! Grrr hate my nose.


My hair color nice? Dark purple. But somehow it turned out red... -_-

I always hope to grow fatter. Now really happen le lor. But at wrong place... Colleague told me that my face is fatter already. Thanks lor! I sad because its not the waist that is slightly thicker -_-" Face chubby and arms 'doi-doi'. FML.


K, something serious happened at home yesterday. Got fire..!!

Had a big fight with fil last night because of Malcolm. My son has changed into someone I cant recognize.. Sounds exaggerate ah? No! I'm serious! You know, he went back to cc after his 3days mc which was last friday, I called his teacher and check his condition. Teacher said everything was as normal. He ate, he slept and he did not use his pacifier (as teachers doesnt allow the kids there to..)! All these were different from what he has been doing at home for the past 1week, except that he did sleep.


NOW, he is always crying. He wants to go gai gai all the time! Even 12midnight he doesnt wanna sleep, keep 'gaigai gaigai' or 'chu qu'. We off the lights ask him to sleep. He pulled mil's blanket away dont want to let her sleep and pulled her out of bed and brought her to the door say he want to go out. Wtf is wrong with him?!


When fil is taking care of him, he gave Malcolm everything which he asked for. Malcolm stick to him like a leech -_- When he is with me, he is somehow a better kid. He knows I will beat him if he do something wrong. But after he saw fil...


I really cannot tolerate him anymore so I beat him last night. He wasn't scare at all! In fact he yelled. He wanted to look for his gong gong. I dont allow him to. I saw fil coming out already I faster carry Malcolm into my room and locked the door. But fil just kept knocking ask me to open it. Shall not say much about what happened later as its obvious already. 100% like drama lor..


Seriously there is nothing wrong with me teaching my kid. I know you love your grandson but your way of teaching him or the way you dote him is wrong. I tried to explain to fil after that but I guess he doesnt understand at all. All he know is I am wrong to hit Malcolm. Idk what should I do. Dont care about it anymore? Just let Malcolm be? I dont want someday on the street people saying this boy got no parents teach! Going berserk soon! No one is perfect I know, but he has got to know what is right and what is wrong. If I dont teach him now then who will? Right now I dont even dare to imagine how Malcolm gonna be like when he grows up... Sigh.

Something is wrong with Malcolm! I am very worry. He has been ill this week. These few days all he did was nua on the bed with his pacifier. Dont wanna eat, cried for milk. When we make milk for him, its either he drink abit or he doesnt want it anymore. WHY?? Even his favourite food he is also not interested. He is very cranky and likes to throw temper when we dont give him what he wants. In the past when he is sick, he will still play and able to eat. Why is this time round so different? What should I do to help him? He is getting skinnier each day! I am a bad mother ='(


I guess he didn't enjoy his birthday yesterday. He didn't even had a bite on the cake. I am so sad.. But still, mommy wishes you a Happy Belated Birthday my dear son! I love you! And I promise to give you the best. I hope I am able to do so...

Now I know the caused of my headache is not from lenses, its from the Implanon.. Google and read reviews about it. First web I came across were positive comments about this contraceptive. I thought it was really that great until I came across another web where women were all scolding it. Haha. I read one review and I realized that I'm having same side effects as her. I had irregular menses for months, headache (migraine) and stomachache appearing recently. I went to a GP last week and the doctor told me "just get use to it (headache).." I'm taking panadol almost everyday. I think soon I'd die from cancer. Right, ff? Haha.


On a happier note, it's Malcolm's birthday tomorrow! Gonna bring him to barrage for kite flying! But he's still sick... Can he go? I really hope he will enjoy tomorrow as I know birthday is a special day to children. Even now I am 19+, I'd still get excited when my birthday is arriving... Which is like next week? =P

Ahhh I hate my job >( Low pay, do shit work all I keep quiet already. But ask me see people's face is something I really cannot do! When they are busy/stress, then will give me attitude problem. Their pay is high. If they have no stress, not busy then who should be the one? Me? Come on, you cant deal with ur unhappiness then go tell boss la. I am just a receptionist, not your house maid. Fuck you all!

Happy advanced birthday to me! LOL super advanced right? 2weeks earlier.


Headed to M Bar at Tras St as I heard there's a private room there. So we just try our luck to see if the room is available. Martell selling at $198. Tock ppl? Room was occupied. Therefore we took the sofa seat outside. The boss told one of us " you all want room should go k box ma". Wtf?? -_-"




Finally hit the '2 head' le... sob



Happy adv to HJ also. lol

Idk why my face so chubby!!!

Jack Neo's son

Pardon him. Too long never drink already so very happy

HOR HOR take picture with guy!!

Pretty lei

Flower 4 VS Fucker 4. LOL

Handsome #1

Handsome #2

Handsome #3

CNY chu san to zoo...

Rabbit malcolm