Yes, its a girl =D Js came down for my scan while he's working. He's also nervous cos he wanted a girl. So now one boy one girl gam gam ho! Haha. Actually I already thought of a name for her but js ask me don't kpo he wanto choose himself -,-" Faith is a nice name right?!?! But he don't want nb...

Didn't watch hptx for few days! Bth already, I wanto watch!!! But my mil is not back from msia... so cant pass malcolm to her. Malcolm always pick the wrong timing to disturb me one, especially when I'm watching hptx. Grr.

Some overdue pictures..




with little joyvelle.





I look retarded.



js caught this spongebob at marina sq for him yesterday. couldn't get patrick starfish the 2nd round though, haha


Anyway, my 19th birthday is this coming sat! Hope js is gonna gimme surprises, hehe. Its my last year of teen. I want a memorable one. Friday will be celebrating with my girls. Wondering where should we go..

(edited) I scolded malcolm 臭鸡蛋 just now and I think he scolded me back! LOL. Its the same sound but he just don't know howto pronounce it. Hahaha damn funny.

Happy 1 year old Birthday to Malcolm!

Time flies.. The edd for my 2nd one will be on 19July. Fast right? Will be going for scan tomorrow. Really excited. But for today, I'm more interested in malcolm's birthday cake, hehe! The one which js and I got for him. Didn't take it out during the buffet yesterday, scare people laugh, lol. So tonight will only be the 3 of us eating it hoho.

Haven get any pressie for precious son. But promise will buy him something once I get my pay =) I already know what I wanna get for this naughty boy.
Its his first birthday in life, so I promise won't scold him for today. Lol. Love you son!














js : why my hair wet wet one?
me : cos he is eating your hair -__-"'

Tonight will be having buffet for Malcolm's birthday =) Was a really last minute thing, only get to know about this yesterday when my mil told me -,- So couldn't invite my friends over, except for the girls. After 12midnight, my little precious will turn 1year old. Time flies! 25th I will be going for my scan, please help me pray that this 2nd one will be a girl!

Went to get malcolm's birthday cake earlier on with js. Decorated by us ^^Y but jitao buang, haha. I kept asking js if it looks nice and he got frustrated, hahaha. When he told me the duration for each cake decoration is only 30mins, made me panicked. Then I pressed the cream bag too fast and destroyed the sides -,-" In order to cover the mess, we bought a packet of so-called sweets to sprinkled on the cake. Reached home, I opened it up and saw the sweets melting and smudged!! Should've took a picture of it there first >( Though ugly, but its filled with our love and sincerity, hehe. 24th then take picture of it ;) Stay tune.

Happy cny to all! Didn't go many places to bai nian. Chu yi, which is vday also, evening went to ps with js and watched movie. At downstairs before we set off, he surprised me with a little bouquet of flowers







Chu er, back to mom's place to bai nian. Malcolm was sick, serious eye infection. Eyes damn swollen, very poor thing =( So brought him to kkh at night.

Chu san, went to punggol daohui bf's house. Evening brought malcolm home then went to ps and watch 14blades with js and his friends.







mini swollen eyes..





hor hor. see kh's hands anyhow touch touch lol..

Vday is coming! Wondering will there be any surprises for me this year.. Hehe. But really sian lor, falls on cny. Its gonna be my 2nd vday with js. Last year didn't get him any pressie. Actually this year wanted to get him an adidas shoe bag, but got no money =(

Life is really tough without having a job. Moreover I'm pregnant now. Afew recruitment agents rang me up but still no news from them. After knowing that I'm preg, their tone changed. Nb.
I went for my 2nd interview just now. I signed a 3months contract with them. Will be working admin cum sales. The pay is really low, but just try lor. Work for the time being first. So am I considered lucky that I still managed to get a job despite being preg? Penny, lets go have dinner someday soon ok! Thanks for the job intro =)

This year got no mood for cny. In fact, can say that I don't like cny one lor. Idk why, maybe cos every year ang bao money only lil nia, haha. Now no more ang bao for me, my turn to give out ang bao ZZ

I think there wont be any party for Malcolm already. Js and I will bring him out and play and do his favourite thing which is eat, lol. Should we bring him to the zoo? But don't know if he can see the animals or not leh. Everytime outside if got people bring their dog out, I will tell him "baby, you see got dog" but he just cannot see one lor -,-" Or should we bring him to wild wild wet? Really headache. Any ideas??





Just had his night bath.. Shiok



no idea why he got obakak here. must be my lousy fone cam






I met up with nessy & wifey the day before. Like finally =)

Was browsing through the pictures in my com. Pictures took during school days.. Pictures took when max was still so young.. Pictures took after we finished our Os.. Pictures took at botanic garden with wifey.. Pictures took when I started working at pub.. Pictures took during my 17th birthday celebration.. Pictures took when I started going out with js.. Pictures took during daohui's 17th birthday celebration.. Pictures took on my big day.. Pictures took during my pregnancy journey.. Pictures took at heights during 09' cny with my girls.. Pictures took when little malcolm was born.. Pictures took on jiun's big day.. Pictures took every month showing malcolm's growth.. Pictures took during hubb's birthday.. Pictures took when I first went clubbing..

These are all memories. In just 4years time, so many things happened. From graduating to working, and from pregnant to becoming a mother. Life is really short. Everything seemed to have been planned for us. Kid, goes to school. Teen, school then starts to work. Grown up, work then get married, have kids, raise up your children. Old, time to retire and enjoy, then wait for your time to be up and leave for another world. Reincarnate and the same thing will happen again. This is life.

A blogger asked in her blog, " If you were to be given a chance to pursue your dreams but you have to leave everything behind to go for it , will you ??? ".
For me, my answer will be yes. Because after going through all the ups and downs, I understand life is indeed short. We live for ourselves and not others. Just do what you like, what you want and what you think is right. So you will enjoy this life and make sure you've got no regrets.


Why am I typing all these?? So not me right, haha. Ok I'm going to bed now. Goodnight my dears <3

I wish... everyday can eat prawn aglio with lotsa cheese flakes on it, quickly find a job, this baby is a girl, can have a chalet birthday party for malcolm, my dizzy-ness & vomitting to stop, can buy a new computer, faster get my 2B licence, got our own house & maid. Like these only ma. Whats so hard? God is unfair. Really 同人不同命

Damn pissed with this com. Alot of problems !@#$%^ Anyone knows if there is any big sale on computers now? Craving for cheese friessss. Realized I turned very ugly already. Oh mannn. Does it mean that the one in my stomach is a girl?? Hehe. If thats the case, I don't mind being ugly for 6more months. Lol. Recently I like to slouch. Got people say my back look like turtle shell sumore. Haha!

I wanto work!!! Got any full time job to intro??? No work = no money buy cny clothes leh =(
Hope to organize a chalet birthday party for malcolm.. But need to spend alot lor. $$$ where are you?!?!




more like a monkey than cow -___-"



weeeets long time no picture of me right? lolol

Finally pictures up! From the oldest to the newest, lol. Malcolm's first birthday is coming! Still not sure whether got party or not. If yes, dont worry la. Will invite you guys one. Just remember to come with big ang baos =P After that, soon will be my 19th birthday. Hoho. Last night I dreamt that my girls forgotten about my birthday T__T Please don't ok! Hehe. Next year I'm gonna hit the digit '2'0. Lol,

Happy belated birthday to fang!





yeap, thats max and malcolm. Its quite obvious that mal is fatter than his uncle. LOL. Mal = 11kg, max = 15kg. *faint





" don't kar jiao me pleaseee... "



the last two pictures show malcolm's new haircut! Finally right! Now handsome already, no more melon or bowl head. Hahaha.

I am scare. Is this going to be another path in my life which is going to drag me down??

I fainted the other day when I was alone downstairs! Just beside the road and nobody came to help. Recently keep feeling giddy when I went out. My body is so weak. Sigh.

My com kana virus -,- must be js' doing again. Keep having pop up. Pek chek to max!!

What is life? People often say life is full of ups & downs. I think I've gone through alot, especially being a mother. Choosing the right path in life is really important. If last year I chose to further my studies, Malcolm won't be here with me today.

Goal? Whats my goal in life? In the past I've never really thought of this, just wanna do whatever I like. Now, my goal is to earn lotsa money. I think this second child came at the wrong time but well, I guess its fate that brought us together..

I'm still young. I don't wanto waste my life staying at home just to take care of the kids. I wish to further on my studies, work and save enough money to open my own shop. I wanna live my life to fullest but what can I do without money? Money money money. Money is always the main problem. Sigh.

Talking about studies, should I try laselle? I miss drawing.

Happy 10th month to Malcolm baby! & Wish all sweeties a Merry Christmas!

I'm scare, very scare. I hope nothing is gonna happen. I'm praying real hard..

My internet connection really makes me -___- I wanto blog but I've got nothing much to say.
2 more days and malcolm will be 10th month old. I hope he can go to school soon. Its really tiring to take care of a baby with one inside me. Just hope time pass faster and everything will come to an end soon.

Christmas is on friday! Wonder if js got any pressie for me.. Hehe.

Malcolm's first visit to Sentosa!




naked boy. dao huey huey's fav =P





he loves making his mouth like this. no idea why O_o




I'd upload his video next time. Went there for awhile only, rained. Waited for the rain to stop, played awhile more and home. Mal was a happy boy that day =)

Christmas is coming. But I don't feel any excitement at all. Maybe recently too many things happened. Human are so realistic. Ahh, forget it. Don't wana carry on anymore.

我只要快乐,有这么难吗?
















Pictures from last week's outing. So sad my dao huey huey never go lor