I wish... everyday can eat prawn aglio with lotsa cheese flakes on it, quickly find a job, this baby is a girl, can have a chalet birthday party for malcolm, my dizzy-ness & vomitting to stop, can buy a new computer, faster get my 2B licence, got our own house & maid. Like these only ma. Whats so hard? God is unfair. Really 同人不同命

Damn pissed with this com. Alot of problems !@#$%^ Anyone knows if there is any big sale on computers now? Craving for cheese friessss. Realized I turned very ugly already. Oh mannn. Does it mean that the one in my stomach is a girl?? Hehe. If thats the case, I don't mind being ugly for 6more months. Lol. Recently I like to slouch. Got people say my back look like turtle shell sumore. Haha!

I wanto work!!! Got any full time job to intro??? No work = no money buy cny clothes leh =(
Hope to organize a chalet birthday party for malcolm.. But need to spend alot lor. $$$ where are you?!?!




more like a monkey than cow -___-"



weeeets long time no picture of me right? lolol

Finally pictures up! From the oldest to the newest, lol. Malcolm's first birthday is coming! Still not sure whether got party or not. If yes, dont worry la. Will invite you guys one. Just remember to come with big ang baos =P After that, soon will be my 19th birthday. Hoho. Last night I dreamt that my girls forgotten about my birthday T__T Please don't ok! Hehe. Next year I'm gonna hit the digit '2'0. Lol,

Happy belated birthday to fang!





yeap, thats max and malcolm. Its quite obvious that mal is fatter than his uncle. LOL. Mal = 11kg, max = 15kg. *faint





" don't kar jiao me pleaseee... "



the last two pictures show malcolm's new haircut! Finally right! Now handsome already, no more melon or bowl head. Hahaha.

I am scare. Is this going to be another path in my life which is going to drag me down??

I fainted the other day when I was alone downstairs! Just beside the road and nobody came to help. Recently keep feeling giddy when I went out. My body is so weak. Sigh.

My com kana virus -,- must be js' doing again. Keep having pop up. Pek chek to max!!

What is life? People often say life is full of ups & downs. I think I've gone through alot, especially being a mother. Choosing the right path in life is really important. If last year I chose to further my studies, Malcolm won't be here with me today.

Goal? Whats my goal in life? In the past I've never really thought of this, just wanna do whatever I like. Now, my goal is to earn lotsa money. I think this second child came at the wrong time but well, I guess its fate that brought us together..

I'm still young. I don't wanto waste my life staying at home just to take care of the kids. I wish to further on my studies, work and save enough money to open my own shop. I wanna live my life to fullest but what can I do without money? Money money money. Money is always the main problem. Sigh.

Talking about studies, should I try laselle? I miss drawing.

Happy 10th month to Malcolm baby! & Wish all sweeties a Merry Christmas!

I'm scare, very scare. I hope nothing is gonna happen. I'm praying real hard..

My internet connection really makes me -___- I wanto blog but I've got nothing much to say.
2 more days and malcolm will be 10th month old. I hope he can go to school soon. Its really tiring to take care of a baby with one inside me. Just hope time pass faster and everything will come to an end soon.

Christmas is on friday! Wonder if js got any pressie for me.. Hehe.

Malcolm's first visit to Sentosa!




naked boy. dao huey huey's fav =P





he loves making his mouth like this. no idea why O_o




I'd upload his video next time. Went there for awhile only, rained. Waited for the rain to stop, played awhile more and home. Mal was a happy boy that day =)

Christmas is coming. But I don't feel any excitement at all. Maybe recently too many things happened. Human are so realistic. Ahh, forget it. Don't wana carry on anymore.

我只要快乐,有这么难吗?
















Pictures from last week's outing. So sad my dao huey huey never go lor

I caught Paranormal Activity with js last week. I don't know howto rate this show, cos it sucks. We went off during one third of the show. Really a waste of money -,- Wanted to watch 2012 but was full house.

I've been staying at home and look after mal for 1month plus already. Gonna look for part time soon. Intro intro?




Don't laugh at his hair leh. Swear gonna bring him for haircut soon




Lolol, he just woke up



The following pictures are some really overdue ones. Found them in my camera.









I realized I love mal most when he is sleeping. Lol. Cos finally there's finally peace at home.

I'm at lan shop now. My internet is down. So cant upload any pictures, cant on9, cant use fb ='(

After fb-ing, I played audi for awhile (LOL) & now I'm waiting for js to finish and play L4D together. Hehe.



Ok I'm going off now. Goodnight everyone <3

Firstly, Happy Birthday to Doris!


Secondly, Happy advance Birthday to Nessy!

Wow so many november babies this month. Happy birthday to all =)


Anyway, I've got some news to share. Update soon!

This song is great! Sang by js' idol.


Anyway, this place seems so dead. I wonder if anyone still come here...

Firstly, Happy belated Birthday to Jiun! (purple color ah!) Sorry for not turning up last night.


Thursday, dblO
My 1st time there. Wasn't really good cos the music sucks. 90% were malays. I'm injured -,- Cos someone stepped on my foot with her superb high heels ='( Then wendy was drunk. Nightmare of the day - My phone is spoilt again. Cheebeh.




Take #1, failed.











Happened to bump into wl there =)





2 teams, haha



This girl is younger than me!






Mommies




No phone howto take pictures =( Lost my cable for digital cam also =(

I'm having insomnia for few nights already -___- Is there any ways to cure it? Will doctor prescribe any sleeping pills to me if I consult one? Last night was worse. I went to bed at 4am and think I finally managed to sleep at around 5. I woke up again at 7 and 8. My dark rings' getting darker each day. *CRY


And now, I can't get to sleep again. Sigh

People keep laughing at mal's hair -,- Fang says watermelon head, angie the mushroom says look like bowl head. Nb. I'm bringing him for a new haircut soon!

I think I need more luck in whatever I do. Bad things had been happening to me lately. Do you know every person's good luck only happen in 5days a month? - Heard this from one uncle last time.




Look at mal's ugly hair. Like square top -,-


Brought malcolm to visit little joyvelle last week. Once I saw her, straight away call her little kenny. So alike. Her stupid mommy insisted to bring the babies out to anchorpoint, so we did lor. And again, I almost died carrying mal all the way. Luckily my savior came down and look us ;) I think it was joyvelle's 1st time out. She had diarrhoea (green color). Poor girl.






Mal looks so cute in the above picture!



And so weird in the above one -,-"







This biscuits I bought from cheers was best man! Addicted to it. Must try!






Just found out today that WeiHua passed away.
Friends, one by one left. People walked in and out in our life. I believe everything is predestined. When the time is right, no matter how hard you try to hide, the outcome will still be the same.

Treasure your loved ones when they're still here.

RIP LiowWeiHua