Am at my previous office now. Finally a picture in my recent entries. Waiting for pirs to upload the rest. Please upload those I look pretty one ok! Keke..

Finally found a job! But the pay was much lower than what I expected =( Too bad, gotta just work and gain experience first... Tomorrow will be going down to sign the employment letter. Should I tell them that I've a tatt on my ankle??

Meimei is one month and a day old today =) I know everyone wanto see her pics, I wanna upload too BUT no com leiiii. Really pathetic, com and hp spoilt. SIghhhh, went for afew interview already, still waiting for call zzz.

Yesterday went to jia toh at crescent. Been soooooo long since I drink. Hehe, and got a little tipsy. Daohui got rashes all over after afew cups, lol. I want go clubbing! Who want go with me?! =P

Drink, drank, drunk... I LIKE!

Confinement ending soon! Though I broke the rules after the 2nd week... haha. I slept in air con room, but its worth la. Cos sleep in air con room, my body won't feel so sticky so I can stop myself from bathing. lol~ So far, I only shower twice, but did wash my hair for few times. I did drink cold water for afew times, went out for 'afew' times also.. ate mac. LOL. And worse is that I dyed my hair one week before confinement ends. TSK. I'm really scare of the side effect now. Omg...

Just went for interview. Hope got good news! Though I don't really like the job scope... but a job is very important to me now. Yesterday went to cut & dye my hair. My fringe is soooooooooo ugly I feel like crying ='( but hair color I like!

Am at the lan now! Finally get to use com. Sound so pathetic, lol. Where got sell cheap computers now? Just edited my resume and sent out. Hope the agents will call me soon.

Anyway, js just left the lan without giving me my phone and the house keys. I am so scare to go back alone later as my first confinement, I remember I sneaked out with js and we reached home about 5am that day and while I was washing my face in the bathroom, I heard a trembling voice calling "dear~~". Then the side of my eyes could feel that there's a white thing at the window. When I went back to the room, js was already sleeping... OMG. Ok I feel so eerie as I'm typing this. And the next thing is that what if my mil cannot hear the bell later? I will be stuck outside the house then... -___-


Oh btw, meimei is named Melanie Lim Xin Lei =D

I hate her... TO THE MAX

Was admitted to hospital again the following day when i went back for check up. And then.. Mei mei was finally out on 19june! :) i did not have the normal birth as meimei's heartbeat is getting weaker. She weighed at only 2.06kg. Oh my. I was discharged yesterday but meimei still need to stay there for few more days :( poor girl. We're still deciding on her name :) my wound is killing me!! And i accidentally sprained my rib while sleeping -_- Its so painful that i cried. Hope my wound and rib will heal soon. Anyway, am using js' phone to update. Gtg now. Thanks to those who visited me ya! Lovee<3

Yesterday was discharged from kkh. Was hospitalized due to high fever 39.4, causing meimei's heartbeat to beat too fast. And they suspected that I got h1n1. But result was negative. Pheww..

Anyway, my com is finally dead after 4year plus. Lol. Wont be able to update till I got a new one =( Must miss me alright <3

Finally after so long...











To find back our childhood memories, went to play fireworks. Lol. Rocket one hor. I think out of many attempts, only 2 were successful -,-









Anyway, did I mention I'm only 44kg now?! Ridiculous leh, so light for a pregnant woman. Meimei is weighing 2.1kg. Doctor said its normal. I remember my first pregnancy, I weighed about 49kg when I was about to give birth O.o

Went for my check up this afternoon, like finally~ As I didn't go for any appointment during the past 3months, I did alot of things today. Like blood test, scanning & consultation altogether. Luckily meimei is still meimei. Lol. Was there from 2 to 5pm -__-


Had a fight with js just now. I was so angry that I can actually kill a bull! I AM STILL ANGRY NOW. I cried secretly. I feel so wei qu ='( When you treat people good, they wont remember. They will just remember your bad points. This is fucking true. Or is he thinking that what I've done are the things that I SHOULD be doing as his wife? I've really sacrificed alot. I am so tired. And I swear I wont be pregnant for the 3rd time!! This is for those fucking cheebyes who have been bullying me _|_ FML seriously. Pui






my angel... or should I say devil..?






Soon... ENDURE!

Just afew pictures to upload cos they dont't wanto tag me picturessssss -__- Michelle tag me our pictures too ok!


Finally I'm going for my check up on this coming friday. Guess what? The shape of my stomach has become so sharp. I really hope meimei NEVER turn into didi. Serious!








Tomorrow will be last day of May. Meaning, one and half more month to my edd. Hehehe! Nervous lehhh

Something is wrong with my com again zz I cant send my pictures in =(


Recently started to feel really tired, couldn't sleep well every night. Having backache and all.. Worse of all is that I'm starting to feel giddy again! Really afraid that I might faint when I'm alone with malcolm. Sometimes I feel breatheless too.. sigh. This 2nd pregnancy is indeed tough ='(

Just came back from mom's place. Always so happening at her house, lol. I think my mom is a great woman lor. All the things she has done for this family, I can only say she did her best already. But her efforts were not appreciated by anyone. Be it her own brothers or even her own husband. WHat she got from them is always shit in the end. It really hurts when I see how her husband treats her. But what can I do except keeping quiet? She chose this man, this path herself. Sometimes I speak up, but I really cannot interfere much. Even my cousin (uncle's son) is bullying her despite all the things she has done for him. WHY?! Why must she sacrifice so much for this fucking family but no one appreciate her?!

Why women are the ones who's sacrificing yet getting hurt all the time? Yes, we chose the path in life ourselves. Sometimes when we realized that we're starting to regret the decision made, we did not give up. Instead, we tried working even harder, giving in and doing the best that we could to tell ourselves that the choice we made is right. But its the other party who is taking things for granted. And what we've done is not being appreciated at all.


We live for ourselves. So girls, pls do what you like and pursue your dream. Think twice before making any decision and leave no regrets in life. God bless <3

WTF. Lady gaga amputated her leg just for fashion purpose?!



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Days well-spent...?

My lappy is really shit. For the past few months, just pop outs all the time. Now suddenly become got one thing pop out in the middle of the monitor & just wont disappear -,- Really hard for me to view pictures in fb & blog. I cannot see what I'm typing at the right side... lol.


K, now I'm alone in the house. Playing music & singing along. When was the last time I was doing this? Ha. I used to complain that I hate weekends cos its either going out with js & malcolm or staying at home looking after the kid. Now that my ladyboss and her family love malcolm sooo much & initiated to take care of him for me over the weekend, I agreed. This weekend, js and I we slept so much. Just that last night we went to ikea. Seems like I've wasted my weekend. I want a happening life leh.. can I still have one?? This few days been dreaming that the little one is coming out. Is it gonna happen or like what people always said, what you dreamt of will happen the other way round in reality?


Thursday had a short meetup with nessy, michy & tiffy. Supposed to go to k but when we reached there, the person said "no booking have to wait until 10pm then got rooms" -,- So we ended up at chilling at pastamania. Met js there later in the night and we caught Ip Man2. Nice! We were like blurrrr over Ipman2 and Ironman2. Outside the cinema put its showing Ironman2 but inside was playing Ipman2 -__- Can we watch Ironman2 this week? =)

Love you =D

I am so bored... malcolm is not at home. I'm like so free leh, too free already. Wanto go out but no money... boo my life

Another weekend is gonna end in around an hour's time. Days passed so fast. I guess my life is planned till I can get a maid. Weekdays work, weekends take care of malcolm. Soon another one will be arriving. Wonder how is it like having 2 kids.. Just now when I woke up from my nap and saw malcolm sleeping beside me, I felt blessed. I thanked god for giving me sucha lovely kid. In 3 months time, I am gonna be a mother of 2. I hope they will be my motivation in life. After birth, I will strive hard and give the best to my kids. I want a job with stable income. If I can, my wish is to attend night courses for accounting. Well, guess all my wishes can come through after hiring a maid. Gambateh mama!







Went to pray ah ma in the afternoon just now. Its the 1st time I went to her tomb to pay my respect to her after her being dead for 5years. I felt really guilty =( We spent like 2hrs trying to locate her tomb. CCK cemetry is damn big! her tomb is #216 but its actually at blk19. At first we couldn't find blk 19 and ended up at blk 7A and path 19. Both sides got #216 thats why we stopped there. But the weird thing was both #216 tombs were digged out, no longer there. Damn eerie right!! The cemetry was really big and its such an coincidence that for both sides only #216 tomb were missing. Scary man!

K, then after that we rushed over to ashton's birthday party. It ended at 5pm and we reached at 430 -,- Saw ahboy there too. He brought his 2 boys there alone. Pro la. One at 2yrs old and one who is only 6months old. Gr8 papa! Haha.

That day js and I went to Tao Restuarant for dinner. The food was alright and their service was quite good. Should go and try if you haven't. Its located at Parklane basement 1.

Finally theres time to update. Some flashback of what I did recently..




Little malcolm and little ashton!



Malcolm watching tv. I think thats cute =)



A short meetup with my girl few weeks back..



& bbq session with ex schoolmates!


Last sat dinner with js, kun and malcolm at tampines. Then movie on wed with js. We caught How to train your dragon. Rated almost full marks. Nice show. At least its worthed the money for watching cartoon. Haha.

This few days tummy not feeling very good. Having contractions I think.. Gonna give birth soon isit?? Ok, malcolm making noise now. Gtg.

Take a look! Malcolm JY! http://www.carrefour.com.sg/baby/

Great evening with my lovely wife on thursday =D So much laughters. I really miss the days in art class..





Meimei is moving actively inside my stomach now =)

Everytime I've got things to blog about but when I started typing, my mind went blank. Ok this is random -__-


I'm invited by fang,nessy & tiffy to join their bbq on this coming tuesday. Yes, I used the word invited. Lolol~ Cant wait to see them!

Blog is so dead. No time to update also. Cos basically my life now is just, Mon - Fri, finish work come home look after malcolm then sleep. Weekend, most probably sat will be out with son and js. Then sunday either home or mom's place. SO NO LIFE LOR. I guess this daily routine is gonna continue till I give birth =(

Yesterday brought malcolm to suntec. Actually wanted to take part in the Friso baby contest but the person said number of people is exceeded for the day and we were asked to go back again today -,- They also never indicate the time to register lor. Cheebeh. Malcolm got a kinda 'sian-face' after that. Haha!












look what he did... TSK

Really tired everyday. Hope can get a maid man! If I got money, I will employ a maid and buy a jack russell. Maid is to take care of my kids, and jack russell is to bully malcolm! Jack russell is very active and likes to bite people, so I think he will be scare. Hehe. Malcolm is way too naughty. Worse of all is, he is not scare of anyone! This makes me even more headache.
Anybody know where can I get a maid at a lower cost?








Js brought me to Oscar at Congrad Hotel for buffet on my birthday. This is the cake from the chef.






I wanna give birth soon! Was talking to my colleague just now about clubbing. I cant wait to go! I only went twice then got preggy again liao lor -___-

Happy 19th Birthday to me!

This morning malcolm was in a good mood, he sang! Hahaha cute. Is he singing birthday song to me? ;) Last night celebrated my advanced birthday with my girls!














More pictures in daohui bf's phone. Will post them up once received. Thanks for last night guys! Love!

And thanks to everyone who wished me =D