I dont know what is happening to me. Whenever i take my math homework out and wanted to complete it, i'd suddenly have the urge not to do it =,= I havent been completing my math assignment recently. What the fuck is happening to me?! Math is driving me to my grave. Oh god~

I blog now cos i miss mousey alot =) I hope sat will arrive like immediately lo. And also, i really really really hope he can apply leave on my birthday. I wanto celebrate with him! But i know whatever i hoped for will not come true. Cos it's forever like that, what i've always wanted will turn out in the opposite way =(

Bee, i miss you like hell now T,T

To those soldiers' wives/girlfriends out there, is this how you feel when your dearest one has to leave for NS?

ALL I WANT IS FOREVER FROM YOU

Went kbox with dao hui yesterday. As usual, hilarious things happened =) And i kept posing as someone acting cute. Wakaka. We took quite afew pictures in the bus while going home. Shall upload them when she send them to me. They're all in her phone.

Had a big fight with him last night. Actually we broke up but then in the end never la =) I dont think you guys understand what im saying, lol. Well anyway, i think everythings solved now? Seriously, i dont wana give up on this relationship cos we've been through alot but if one day i have to, i will. I dont wana make him suffer anymore. I know i got a weird and foul temper. I tend to get mood swing easily i know. When he's nice to me, i'd start taking things for granted. But i sweared i'd change for him. I really will, please trust me this time.

I love you

Hurray! Finally my blog song is done! Credits to WEIJIE, he helped me downloaded and converted it to mp3 format. Thanks sooooo much =)

I reported sick due to slight fever (also to skip math lesson cos i didnt finish my homework). So im back home and here now blogging.
Alright talking about chinese new year, i went to dear's house in the morning on the first day of cny and then amk to my ah ma's house. We bought mac, wanted to bring up to ah ma's house and eat but who knows i brought the wrong set of keys =,= I was superb duperb guility and sad cos i cant get in and pay respect to my grandma and my aunt's not in spore =( Sobs. So we ended up eating our mac at the void deck. Sorry bee. Next, we went to bee's grandma house. Awhile later after we reached there, his relatives came. Bee was damn embarrassed cos he dont know howto greet them and he's not sure who is who =,=
Ok, then the second day was mom's birthday =) Happy Birthday mom! So bee, darren and colin came to my house and we went to golden mile for billard in the evening. After that, headed to cine. Then yong's house for gambling session. I lose money while bee won. Haha. Then reached bee's house at 4 in the morning.
Bee is in camp now. I miss him lots! But its ok, cos i'd get to see him in 3 days time =) Quite a long entry today huh. Ok, so im going to do my homework now. Bye~

Happy 10th month anniversary!

Bee, thanks alot for all the things you've done for me. I love you =)

Caught Epic Movie at vivo with bee last night at vivo. A very lame show, definitely lousier than Scary Movie4. So i advice you guys not to watch it. Cos we wasted $19 watching it =(

HAPPY VALENTINES' TO ALL!

It'd be my first valentine celebrating with bee today =)

And i got him a shirt, gees!

Hope all of you enjoyed.

Loves <3

Everyone's so busy with life right now. And i think i'd be going crazy soon. Tons of homework everyday. At least 2 test every week. And worse, this thursday is the deadline for my art development. Can die man. I only manage to finish 3 drawings. Ms nic said marks will be deducted if we cannot meet the deadline. Oh god. Theres math test tomorrow, im gonna study now. Bye!

Valentines' coming in 2 days time. I hope dear can book out on wed cos i really hope to celebrate our first valentine together and on the actual day la. Duh. And, our 10th month anniversary this sat. Hope he wont have guard duty! Im praying hard, real hard. Love you darling =)

How great. all the bad, unlucky and unfair things will only fall on me. So what if i've contributed? Though i don't expect anything in return but i just hope my efforts can be seen. Yes, i know it's wrong of me going out when MY mother's in pain but you don't know whats actually going on. So, as an outsider, i think you should just shut the hell up. Oh yes, you can say you did this out of good intentions and you cared cos you're our neighbour. But think twice before you start doing things that hurt others far too much and that is also unfair to them. Cos seriously, you're in no position to comment or whatsoever on others. But anyway, thanks for your concern. And i'd be most grateful if you can just mind your own business.

Pictures i received just now.

A thousand words could not express my feelings now.

Cos deep down in my heart, theres a cut that can never heal...